Why do i hate seeing prego woman and people with babys ty x?

hey i m/c in july 09 i was 3 months baby died at 9 weeks. it took a long time 4 my peroids to become normal agin. i miss my angel so my i was due on 24 jan 2010 with is not long away. why do i cry wen i c people of are prego and people with babys it makes me so upset i just want my baby bk. i can see how it is fair 4 me to have lost somethink that meant so much to me. is it normal 4 me to feel like dis still Thanks xxxx